Honestly

so my grad is the day after tomorrow. and to be perfectly honest, im scared to death. I don’t know if im ready to leave all of this behind, as much as i want to be done with high school, when i really started thinking about it, i started freaking out a little bit, because ever since i was 5 years old, what have i been doing? i have been going to school 5 days a week from 9 to 3:30, and now thats all going to change, and i dont know if im ready for that. a part of me isn’t ready to close this chapter of my life.

 i don’t deal well with change, i think thats why im scared, i want stay in this comfortable world, and never have to enter the unknown. im not ready to leave behind the innocence of being young and safe and naive.. maybe those arnt the right words for everybody, but thats how i see myself when i look back on all those years…. so just to warn you all i will probably be a mess on grad day… even though i have said over and over again that grad won’t be that big of a deal to me, i lied. its a huge deal….

and im scared to death….

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